Today, I really wanted to smoke. I kept getting the urge all day. If I had a pack, it is likely I would have caved today. I am glad I held strong, but it was really tough. I had to go and read my book again. I dont even know why today was difficult considering its been almost 2 weeks, and I have yet to have any really bad days since the start till now. I dont even consider today as being bad other than the cravings, I mean, there was nothing different going on that would have caused me to want to smoke.
Day 13, Wednesday
I did not want to wake up today. Sleep is good, and my tummy hurts from all the junk food I have been stuffing down there lately. I just want to smoke one cigarette to help ease the pain, just one! My body is not satisfied with all the junk anymore, and I think I have gained a lot of weight. I am afraid to check.
I am falling asleep as I write this, waiting in the border on my way to work.
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